So, yesterday I found out that an old work friend died last week of a very rapid form of cancer. I couldn't go to his wake or funeral because of The Immune Issues. Meh. I did have a really good conversation with another old friend in consequence, and am resolved not to wait until anyone else dies before repeating that experience.
And today comes news that one of my cousins was recently diagnosed with breast cancer. Her surgery is Thursday. She reads this blog (*waves*), so send good thoughts Martha's way! Her prognosis is excellent, as is mine, and I am pushing through the discomfort that these two bits of news produced.
Survivor's guilt? Quite real. Silly, but real.
Interestingly, though my cousin and I have the same grandparents on one side, her diagnosis is very different from mine. Fast- vs. slow-growing, estrogen-sensitive vs. "triple negative", etc. Quite different genetics at work.
And the computer here is Not Happy. It failed to start, ran Start-up Recovery, and now I am having to scan everything and reinstall more than 150 MB of updates. Yes, this is a First World problem.
Thanks, Lauren! Surgery today, clean lymph nodes, no post-op nausea (always a problem for me) and about to take the pain meds and go to sleep! I'll find out the full pathology and the next steps next week. Glad you got the meds procedure at Dana Farber to change! All it takes is one person complaining firmly but politely! Yay!
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